I REFUSE!

I refuse to be where I am not wanted

I refuse to be in your life for your amusement

I refuse to be just an option to you

I refuse to be wrong just to please you

I refuse to be someone I am not

I refuse to please u with lies

Oh! So now you hate me? Don’t want me?

Well guess what? I refuse to care

Cuz I can still look at the mirror and smile  J

OTHER ME

Wait a bit, why the rush?

Stay a little longer, get to know me

I am not always this rude

I am not always this boring

If u wait a bit and stay a little longer

You will know the other me

You will see that I am silly

I have funny dreams and desires

I cry like a baby over a stupid movie

And I can make you laugh all the time

But all that’s hidden from the outside world

So wait a bit, stay a little longer,

Cuz then you will have seen the other me

And perhaps you will know me

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY

St. Valentine’s Day is the most romantic day of the year

 And it’s a day where we express all of our love to everyone

But don’t think Valentine’s Day is only for couples

It’s simply a day of love…any form of love in my opinion

So happy Valentine’s Day to all of you who touched my past

Fragments of your memories still lingers in my mind

And honestly, I have had some fine moments with you all

Happy Valentine’s Day to all of you in my life

Perhaps I don’t say it often, but if you are in my life

Then I love you more than I usually express

And thank you for being in my life and I hope you will always be there

To those who are yet to be met, Happy Valentine’s Day to you too

I hope we will have a great Valentine’s in the coming years J

YOUNG AGAIN!!

 As I browse through the images of the past

My mind wanders through the memories

And I wish to be young again

Go back to those gone days in the past

Where we had no deceptions and politics

Only innocence wrapped our hearts

Oh! I really wish to be young again

Feel that immense joy that we derived from little things around us

Day dream and imagine the wildest things

For in our hearts we always believed that everything is possible

I wish I was young again

So all my fantasies feels real and achievable

So that I don’t have to rationalize all my thoughts and actions

So that friendship sustains on simple smile across the room
So that I am not always conscious of people judging me

So that happiness means a penny on the floor

Why did I grow up?

Why can’t I be young again?

LOVE

Sometimes I wonder who created love. GOD??

But more often, I wonder who created the rules of love

Why do we think the love we have is true, but judge other’s love

Who set the rules saying we have to love our kind?

Why are eyebrows raised when we see a different love?

Why do people not accept the love for different color,

Love for different race, love for different religion?

I think it’s the same kind of love that you feel for your beloved

So how can you not understand that similar love of someone else?

Love is suppose to make us compassionate and understanding

But in this era, love is not about passion, it’s about competition

If you can’t encourage other’s love, at least don’t discourage it

Because that love is still precious to them

And even if they don’t deserve respect, their love does

LOVE LIKE JULIET'S

Do you ever wonder what it is to love like Juliet?

Love like Juliet’s

Loving someone beyond comprehension

Forgetting herself when around him

Breaking all the rules just to be with him

Love like Juliet’s

Loving someone beyond existence

Giving up on life because death seems easier to embrace

Rather than living a life without him

Love like Juliet’s

Loving someone beyond death

Desperately seeking refuge in death

Hoping it would finally unite them

Love like Juliet’s

Love filled with pain and hardship

Yet so strong that she didn’t mind being a masochist 

A love story that she ultimately changed into a legend

IF YOU WERE HERE

If you were here

I would have asked you to stay

And to hold me in your arms

I am tired of running from myself

If you were here

I would have confided in you

And poured my heart out

I am tired of concealing my emotions

If you were here

I would have laid beside you

And let your calm face soothe my heart

And for once, be myself, the real me