It is so easy to put blames on some one else and so frigging hard to see our own flaws. We human are so strange. We do a mistake and we know we did it wrong and yet with time we push it into someone else and make it completely their fault. Why? This is one reason why sometimes we don’t get our questions answered even when we try so hard and look really deep into our own heart…we don’t see the answers because we have placed the question in the wrong desk. I mean take some time to reflect on what I just said…am I not right? We see someone breaking our heart but it’s ok if we are also breaking someone else’s heart. We see someone speak to us rudely but we fail to take note of our misbehaviour with others. We see someone ignoring us but we dun care if we don’t respond to simple smile of someone.
How strange can we get? Human species is suppose to be the smartest of all but sometimes…no, most of the time I feel like we r the dumbest of all species. I know, even I fall under this species and to be honest I am not proud of it. I wish I could openly accept my flaws too…but it’s a shame I can’t do that, simply because I am too scared people will judge and I ll embarrass myself or something like this. So I guess even I don’t have the rights to say stuffs about people huh? But at least I realised it and I intend to change it…I am just taking one step at a time and this is my first step…ACCPTANCE.
I accept that I have an ego issue, I am short tempered, I can be selfish at times, I fail to understand people’s feelings and judge them wrongly but…I want to change all this. I want to be better person starting now.